Thursday, September 29, 2005
finally fin Harry Potter book 6..haha..but sian..read read read fin den realise story haven fin.. haix..now muz wait 4 book 7 come out..den need 2 find ppl lend mi again..haha..oh well..hehe..im quite happy wif myself..read fin e book in 2days..haha..not bad liao..plus i read so slow de..haha.. happy happy..hehe..
hols gg end liao..sigh..most of e time hm..sad case ar mi..haha..oh well..im still lookin 4 stud 2 teach piano..sobx..
i miss my baby a lot man.. sigh..each day i miss him more n more..i love u.. muacks.!
thinking of you @ 11:07 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
sat..baby ask mi out..go his aunt place..quite paiseh..haha..he say muz ask by 2day..ok lo..get over n done wif..haix..reali reali hope mama will let mi go man..sobx..i dun mine treatin it as e present she wan 2 get mi..yupx..plx mum..i didnt let my r/s affect my studies..plx dun gif mi e hard time le..sobs..
if she lets..i'll b so happy..!! haha..n paiseh..but nvm la..hehehe..i miss u baby..!!
thinking of you @ 10:35 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
baby dearest sick le..sobx i dun noe how 2 look aft..hmm.. hope he will get well soon..yupx.. i love you..!! GD LUCK 4 tml paper..hehehe.. muz get distinction wor..hehehe..rem our deal? hee.. muacks..
got back results so..happy happy..haha..baby scold mi say i always say sure fail fail de.. sigh..sori..i'll change..i muz haf more confident in myself.. muacks..
stoppin here.. loves my baby, fam, frdx, darlings..!! miss them so much..!!
thinking of you @ 9:57 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Should I Cut or take the pain?
The Dripping blood or just plain shame?
The sharpened knife or falling tears?
The Morning Scars or All the Fears?
Is he worth it is it true?
Or is he A . L . R . E . A . D . Y over you?
Think about it
Written by Kayla Feltner
how could u hurt mi like dis?! now i finally noe e pain of loving.. e pain is so hard to bear..
thinking of you @ 11:00 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Many of us want to live in a fanatasy world, where dreams come true at the end. Everyone wants to be Cinderalla wannabe or Little Mermaid or even Pinochio. Everyone wants their wishes to come true, to get what they want deep down in their hearts where only they themselves know. Cinderalla's wish was to get out of her step-mum's torture, Little Mermaid wanted to marry a human and Pinochio wanted to become a real boy...
My wish is to be with him always. I really hope we can and I believe we can...!! Yesterday, I had my 45mins of fantasy world with him. It really was a moment I will never forget. Though we sat there not talking much but we both felt each other closeness and presence. But i guess every fantasy in this real world is short-lived and reality will always come back, hitting us directly at the head. *Ouch..
But i was sure glad to at least get that 45mins. I hope you were too. I love you always.. we must believe our fantasy world will 1 day become a reality.
thinking of you @ 6:41 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
feeling irritated now..haix..or rather moody..stupid leh..i always feel moody nowadays..haix..dis is bad..i tot it was all left behind liao..? oh well..
thinking of you @ 8:10 PM
